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IVE MOVED

2007-01-10T06:44:00.000-08:00

IVE MOVED...

TO- http://runningafterhim.blogdrive.com

Enjoy!

Benedict

Goals and plans for 2007

2006-12-31T01:55:00.000-08:00

Studies- above than average grade...hmm, will tink about the exact subj grades, but im striving for an L1R5 of...6? VJC. prob...my dream jc. Ministry- Cell leadership. YF/swt. (worship team, vocals- prob, at the end of the yr, after O's) Optional: New Band to be formed. Spiritual- To see God-chasers rise up! Lord, I'm praying for your people to turn back to You... ...

Change of heart, pursue His heart...

2006-12-25T20:32:00.000-08:00

Change of heart, Pursue His heart- as we move on to the new yr. 07. I believe we should take a honest look at the condition of our heart- whether our heart is still beating close to His? Or are we "giving our heart" away to many different 'attractions' in this world...relationships? material things (that explains our desire for money)? certain desires and feelings (that might not be wrong in itself, but which we have elevated them above our love for God)? that will all but fade away...where is our heart placed today? Only when we allow the Holy Spirit to do a deep work, and change our heart from within with His fires of revival...can we start pursuing, once again, His heart...with our whole heart. "For he who seeks me will find me, if he seeks me with his whole heart."

Just a dream...

2006-12-21T18:30:00.000-08:00

'Strings'. was great I believe. touched many of the people der, if not all. really expresses what we all sometimes feel in our lives- that we are sort of bounded from living that life we were meant to live. And there were salvations! Praise God! and yes, I was touched deeply by the sweetness of His love, and the extent of His sacrifice once again...and wow, there are talents in the church! look at the original songs written...aren't they just so moving? =] yep...'Dreams' Had one yesterday night. haha...a strange one AGN! haha...revolves arnd me, and sumone (guess who?) =] 1st encounter- She (huh! dat's a clue) and I was in the midst of a crowd of students, in my class I suppose, and sumhow, we embraced...it sort of felt like the rite thing to do. haha...u may find tis ridiculous i know. haha...but bear with me. 2nd encounter- She was about to fall back. as if she's falling under the power of the spirit? haha...and tis time, I take the initiative to rush foward and break the fall...and agn, I find ourselves embracing again. -End- Dun ask me why! haha...you can ask me more bout e dream! anw...can we hear the Master's call- "Come up Higher!"

He has come...

2006-12-19T19:27:00.000-08:00

He has come... To seek and Save the Lost. Today, there are cries in your world. Cries of broken people. Hurting people. Lonely people. Aimless people. Love-starved people. They need Jesus. Jesus hears their cries. But He is looking "through and fro the earth, for those whose hearts are fully devoted to Him", so He can anoint and use. Will we ask, and pray like never before, and believe that this Christmas, the greatest gifts we can give to our world...is the gift of salvation? are we convicted? are we crying to God today...that His mercy will be extended...as long as there is One who will Cry. Remember Shamgar...the Power of One...if you are looking for a miracle for happen in your world, why not be the One to create it? All we need, is to step out, with all we have.

The Name above all names

2006-12-04T02:31:00.000-08:00

The Name above all others...Have we ever felt that if there's just 1 thing that we should do, and can do...is to exalt the name of Jesus? And yes it is so true, if only we realized how much power, authority and promise is in the name of Jesus, we would start to praise God more- not just with our words, but with every fiber of our being! In His Name, the weak become strong. In His Name, the lost begin to sing of Jesus Christ, the Risen One. In His Name, all things work for the good of those who have been called to His purpose. When our faith meets with His grace, we find a miracle! So, let us put over trust in Jesus' name...There's no name like Yours, no name like Yours, Jesus...

God oh God...

2006-11-30T20:33:00.000-08:00

God oh God...

Oh...can we ever get tired of speaking the name of Jesus? Calling His name? The name above all name...The only Name by which anyone can get saved...

God...your children can't get enough of you! God oh God! Take a hold of me...all over all over me...Let your power get inside me! Woah!

Begin by calling on His name! You never know what He can do, when you begin to call upon His name...cry out, "God oh God!"

The blind see, the deaf hears...broken hearts make history...
when His name is called upon, and lifted High!

We've only seen the tip of the iceburg at camp...

God's calling...will you stand among the chosen...the few?

2006-11-26T02:40:00.000-08:00

Camp...tmr's camp. for those that have been leaning on God's heart, we know...that the time has come...will we stand among the chosen? Will we be among the few? those that hears God's call. and by His grace, answer it, and walk in it? Let's get prayed up guys...let's rise up a standard when the devil comes in like a flood. Let's rise up and fortify ourselves...oh yes! we're building His house on High! whoo...cya guys those of u hu r gng for camp tmr. TC.

A prayer from my heart...

2006-11-23T19:19:00.000-08:00

A Prayer from my heart... Oh God...I'm coming to you today...not with great proclamations or cheers...but with one desire. that is for my heart to be wholly yours. Wholly Yours. Lord, my heart is every wandering...ever prideful...ever divided. but God, today, I ask that you come and make it wholly yours. Wholly Yours. Jesus...make my heart your sanctuary. I submit...Let Your will Be Done. My future is Yours, and I lay it down. I lay it all down. Wholly Yours, to follow You. --Benedict

He loved her...

2006-11-21T17:47:00.000-08:00

He loved her...he really did... For all the time that he had known her, he had loved her. She was just the girl-next-door...but to him, she was the world. Her eyes could seem to penetrate one's deepest being, and search out his inner thoughts. Everytime...when he had supposedly "fallen" for another girl (which was really just a crush, unlike his feelings towards her)...she would look at him, eye to eye, and laugh, urging him to admit...hinting at him. But like one of his friend's line, his thought echoed the same thing- "No, girl...he doesn't like her (the "crush"), it is otherwise." Meaning...he likes you. Then, one day, he realized that if he doesn't confess his love to her, she might never know. He thought of a way to tell her...one which he knew she will be touched...he wrote her a poem. Her eyes glanced across every line...she wrote lyrics frequently. she was used to the love languages found in those lines...but what touched her was what was at the end...it said just three words and a name. "I love you...(her name)." She cried. The phone rang. She wiped off the tears, and answered. "Hey girl, it's me." Her heart skipped a beat, and time was still. It was him. "I know you've read my letter...would you try to love me too?" He asked, not sure what her expression was at the other line. "I won't try...I already do." He laughed, and so did she. That afternoon, they met at her condo. He had asked if she wanted to swim...she agreed, with a smile. He had rushed all the way, from his home...so afraid that she would change his mind about him...but resting in the confidence that love gave. When he arrived, he saw her, already at the pool...waiting...for him. "Hey, you're fast." She whispered. He could only smile, and asked if she needed time to change into her swim suit. She shook her head, and said as she took off her t-shirt, and pants- "It's on me." To her surprise, he said, "Oh, heh, i'm also already wearing it..." She looked on, as he slipped off his attire, and appeared only in his trunks...and so did she in a two-piece swim suit...pink with poka-dots. When he looked at her, in that, he knew all he desired in life was her. The swim was fun...the pool was refreshing, but more refreshing was their love for each another, that could be smelled if anyone were to pass by. Then he asked her, "Let's play pool catching! See if you can catch me..." He smirked, and she was proud, as she swam, with all her might, to catch him. Not long after, she did. "You're slow...I'm fast!" She declared. "Oh? Do you know why?" She shrugged. "I allowed it..." He drew her close and put his arms around her neck..."so that our bodies would touch...and..." His face lowered to hers..."I can kiss you." They kissed. It was his first kiss. and hers. K-box had always been fun to her-but never that much fun than with him around. They selected the track- "My heart will go on..." And he held her hands, that felt warmth and squeezed it, as they sang together. Her voice and his soared...and as they reached the bridge of the song, he let go. "What's wrong?" She asked. "Nothing...it's just..." He let the words linger, and moved closer to her, and slip his arms around her neck, and said, "I want you to rest your head on my shoulders...forever." As her head rested on his shoulders, they both knew...they had found love. Have you? =]

Trust God...for strength

2006-11-11T06:09:00.000-08:00

Trust God for strength- I rmb dat i wanted to blog alot of tngs...but i forgot. so hmm...jus want to say dat i was down wif flu. was rather discouraged. but then heard a song. dat most of you wld b familiar with- "Still". many of us familiar with the truth...so precious...and lifechanging in it? That is "to be still and know that He is God." I pray that when we face opposition, challenges that tug at our faith, we will not back down...but our faith will expand and increase. that we will just find ourselves in that place of total abandonment to God ya? When the Oceans Rise, and thunders Roar, I will Soar with You Above the Storms...Father, you Are KING, over the Flood, and I will BE STILL. KNOW YOU ARE GOD. be blessed.

Can God move...your mountains?

2006-11-09T18:52:00.000-08:00

God is the King of the mountains. What do you see when you gaze at the mountains? I see...structures that are created long before our times, strong. inmovable by human hands. But you know something, the God you and I serve created the mountains. And today...what are the 'mountains' you are facing? Remember, the only God can move the 'mountains'...but our prayer moves God.

I stand In Awe

2006-11-09T18:44:00.000-08:00

I stand In Awe : When the darkness fills my senses//And I'm walking all alone//I call out for someone to help//But all I've got is the howling of the wind//I lift my hands in prayer//And cry out//Oh God, turn your face and Remember me...//You are Great//King of the Mountains//You hold the whole world//in Your hands//You are Glorious//Earth's Creator King//I stand in Awe...

Let my every breath...love you.

2006-11-08T19:51:00.000-08:00

Some thoughts to ponder...

I read His words...that He is a God who pours love. kindness. on me. and through the Cross, I see that He is not only a God of Justice...in fact, He never judged me on the basis of my sins...but through the Cross. I see Love. I see A God of Mercy. A God of Grace.

A God who pities me. That He knows my frame. He knows that I am but dust. And my heart is ever wandering. and yet...He still loves me. He loves me just the same.

Hah! Unbelievable isn't it? My only response is to let my every breath...love Him.

Benedict

Storm

2006-11-06T06:25:00.000-08:00

Storm

I'm walking through the storm
It just doesn't seem to end.
And I don't seem to see
Beyond the finish line

But I'll trust in You
But I'll trust in You

You are God of Creation
Author of Perfection
You are, My King

When I'm down,
You'll carry me
on your shoulders

Till I see, beyond the storm...

Yesterday

2006-10-29T03:11:00.000-08:00

Yesterday...

Church was basically a build-on to what has been happening the past few wks. i tink dat's true for our cell too. It's like. either you catch what God is doing and go with it, or u miss it. if anyone of us is still sitting on the fence...let's get right with God. Oh...my heart cries out...that God's river will touch our spirits once again. and let this hunger in ur heart begin to grow and grow...from the inside out. have we let this hunger stagnate...or are we constantly flaming a passion for His name?

Charlene is right. Let's also ask God for forgiveness if we ever grieve His spirit. Let's never kill the flame of God in our lives. The Presence of God is the very thing that will cause our dry and thirsty souls to become alive again.

yes, it's time to leave the boat behind, and step out onto the water with Jesus...it's time to let go of our fear, and embrace love...it's time to let go of skepticism, and trust in His power...when?

Today is the Day. Now is the hour of salvation. May we not harden our hearts when God speaks...but choose to obey.

Benedict

Having Hope- In Love

2006-10-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

Having Hope...In Love

Hope is a big word. But it is a word that links much to our lives. Without food, a human can still survive for a no. of days...without water- maybe a few hours (at the strongest)...but without Hope, a human can't survive. One doesn't even truly live, when hope is gone. I've heard an old wise saying that goes like this: "Delayed hope makes the heart sick." Indeed, it's so true.

For me, ive hoped for many things. and when they don't arrive, my heart does faint and feel sick. at least not physically. but it is as if your very breath of life is taken away from you. That is also probably why after man sinned, they were no longer eternal beings. They die. Because, when we disobeyed God, we found ourselves driven away from Him...and who can have Hope if you have been cut off from the God of Hope?

Yet, behind hope...there is a much greater entity. and that is Love. Guys want it. Girls would do anything for it. But Love eludes them, usually. Because the thing we don't understand about love is that it comes not only with the assurance that it is more powerful than heaven and earth...and that it will last forever- but it comes with a price tag attached.

Everytime we think love is light and fairy. we'll deadly wrong. miserably wrong. A God who created the universe, created us, created existence as we know it, HAD to come down as a human being, walked among us- being scorned, mocked by men (btw, whom he created)...and finally whipped, scourged, pricked by a crown of thorns on his head- and my human brain fail to even take in the last part- to hang on a rough, hard cross- both hands stuck to the cross by nails driven into his veins...why? Why?

If not for love. If not for a love that went so deep. He did not care whether He is God, and we are men! He loves us so much and friends, today, I want to tell you that Jesus did for you and for me. He didn't do it for himself- why would he? He died for you. and for me. And for everyone in this world.

For He who knew (for those of u who study lit- u know that "knew" means "do") no sin became sin, so that WE who had sin could be made righteous! stop living ur lives trying to find love. trying to explain love. we can't. we can't even demand for love or to love. only Jesus could. But He didn't demand. He died...to show it.

Would you accept Him? I started writing this article with no intention of writing out the Gospel. but explaining about how we can find hope- in love. But as I wrote, I am convinced, like Paul is, that only God's love endures and that today, if you are searching for hope in love, you have to receive and experience God's love. How can we, a love-starved generation give love to others...or receive it from others...unless we have first encountered the love that will steal our hearts away. that lies in the one called Jesus Christ.

Before eternity, He has waited for you. Till today. Would you accept Him?

Pleading with you,

Ben

Moments of the heart

2006-10-06T02:50:00.000-07:00

Moments of the Heart

"Search me, oh God, test me. Know my anxious thoughts. And see if there is any offensive way in me. And lead me today. In the way everlasting."

Is God enthroned in my heart today? Does He have first-place?

Am I considering what pleases Him?

I'm crying out for more and more of You, Lord!

Fill me...till your river of life overflows out of me to my world. -make your song larger than the trials of this life.

Exposition Summary

2006-09-12T19:29:00.000-07:00

hi frens...

now at com lab. for e benefit of sheng ya, i have written out the summary for english exposition. happy reading everyone!

Blessings,
Ben

This article is entitled "Factors Contributing to School Violence". It is taken from "Scoring Models for Exposition: Cause-and-Effect Essay" (© Prentice-Hall, Inc).

The article suggests three significant factors that cause school violence, namely- tumultous family history, peer group rejection and inability to deal with anger or agression. Violence is defined as "the unjust or callous use of force or power as in violating another's rights, sensibilities, etc."

Firstly, family issues can place serious emotional burdens on the student. Due to conflicts with parents at home, students may arrive at school, in the mood to initiate arguments. Disruptions in the student's home life, therefore, may result in disruptions at school.

Secondly, rejection by peers can also cause students to engage in violent behaviour. This is so as students take out their frustrations in violent acts. Violence may be the student's means of attaining revenge or it may bolster his or her self esteem to physically assert superiority over a younger or weaker student.

Finally, bullying can also increase school violence. This happens when bullies emotionally and physically taunt weaker, less agressive students to bolster their own low self-esteem.

School violence can be prevented by making a serious investment in time and resources of the school. Counselling programs can be organized to enable students to learn how to cope in a non-violent way. Presentations by trained professionals can also help students and teachers understand how to cope with violence and its causes.

In conclusion, violence can be stopped by keeping in mind why students are violent in order to curb the behaviour.

What are you gonna do?

2006-09-04T00:02:00.000-07:00

Today, I saw a girl. About my age. Had a face that showed signs of the fairness that it once held...now wearied by the concerns and cares of life. Our eyes met...but for a moment...my soul had barely touched hers before she was no longer in sight.

Reminded me of our hurting world. People out there whose hearts are broken...waiting to be mended...people whose tears can't seem to end...whose world have just falled apart...do we care? Do we stop to even consider their misery and pain? Do we even feel the compassion Jesus felt as he looked across his own people who were headed towards destruction?

Would we be like Him? Would we care?

Ben

Knowledge

2006-09-02T22:35:00.000-07:00

"add to your faith virtue, to virtue knowledge..." 2nd Peter 1:3

knowledge. is not academics. it is the "clear, certain mental apprehension" that is based on an encounter with "truth".

Thus, your encounter with Christ will determine your level of knowledge of Him. Do you understand forgiveness with your heart? Do you truely love?

Finally...do you have a friend in Jesus? Do you say like Paul- "All these things I have counted loss...to knowing Jesus Christ..."?

Today...He is reaching out for you. Open up your hearts.

Best Friend

2006-08-27T18:11:00.000-07:00

I sometimes wonder- if I really do love Him with all my heart. Is He my best friend...as in...do I tell Him every secret of my heart. every pain. every joy? Or do I just treat Him like a Master of an assignment I constantly have to report to?

I wonder...

I don't want Him to be just a master. I want Him to be a friend. My best friend.

Help me Jesus.

Lift me up

2006-08-22T07:41:00.000-07:00

My fears overtake me//There's no one I can turn to//Only You//Jesus//Hold me now in your hands//Don't ever let me go//I need You so//Jesus//Everyday//I cry out for you//Need you ever so much more//Every moment//That You're here with me//Makes Life worth the living//One day with You alone//Satisfies my heart//More than a thousand days//anywhere//When all I see is darkness//When all I feel are my fears//I'll turn to You//My Saviour [copyright@BenedictChua06]

Hope. Jesus paid a dear price for it.

2006-08-09T20:18:00.000-07:00

Matthew 25:1-13

Act 1

These were virgins (pure). These 10 women were not pagans (people who didn’t believe in God), nor were they evil-doers! They were those who knew Jesus- and believed in Him. They had gathered their oil (I’ll explain further what this represents) and “went out” to meet the bridegroom. Can I suggest, in those days, the bridegroom did not arrive at the brides’ doorstep and fetch them to the banquet? Instead, the bible records- later on, that the place where they waited for the bridegroom was the doorstep, not of their house, but to the banquet room. In that tradition, the bridegroom only needs to arrive at the banquet room to commence the celebration.

The thing that separated 5 virgins from the other 5 was that the earlier 5 (whom are called “wise”) was that they had taken oil in their vessels- along with their lamps. In a sense, they had reserve if their lamps run out.

Significance

These 10 virgins represent Christians- believers in Christ. Yet, we still have little idea about the significance of the oil. The bridegroom was of course, Jesus- whom all Christians await the arrival of.

Act 2

The bridegroom was delayed. And the 10 virgins “slumbered and slept”.

Significance

It seems like Jesus had been delayed. But we know, from the bible, that He is constantly working for the good of His people- and that rebuts the idea that Jesus was late. The truth is Jesus was delayed- but not late!

What could have delayed Jesus’ arrival? What will? In the bible, we know that “God is willing that none should perish but that all should come to repentance.” (1 Peter) And that, to God, a 1000 years is like 1 day. And He has no qualms about delaying one day...just to give 1 sinner the time to come to Him.

Could it have been that Jesus- the bridegroom was delayed because He wanted to give the 5 “foolish” brides the time to head back home to bring more oil along?

If it was so, the 5 brides had obviously not known the groom’s intention. The bible records that they fell asleep. Why was this written just after the statement that the “bridegroom was delayed”? I believe it was for a purpose.

They “slumbered and slept” because their hope were delayed. The bible says that “delayed hope brings about weariness of heart”. What was their hope? Their hope was not in God. Because if it was in God, they will “renew their strength; run and not be weary, walk and not faint.” (Isaiah 41)

Their hope, I suggest, was in the times that they were in. They were concerned about the hour that Jesus was to come- rather than on Jesus himself.

Many Christians, in trials, look for the hour (time) that the bridegroom will come to their rescue instead of looking to wards the face of the bridegroom himself. When you have no roads left to walk, I know a God who can cause you to “soar on eagles’ wings”.

I also propose to you that the 10 virgins were expecting the bridegroom to come at the eleventh hour. Many of us look for an eleventh-hour miracle. Thus, we become depressed and lose hope when He does not come when we expect Him to.

The brides were expecting for an eleventh-hour miracle, so were Martha and Mary (looking upon the ill-stricken Lazarus), and so do some of us. The brides fail to see Jesus arriving on the 11th hour. Martha and Mary saw their brother pass away- as the 11th hour faded away, without a sign of Jesus’ coming. How about us- with the same expectation?

Act 3
And at midnight, a cry was heard: ‘Behold, the bridegroom is coming, go out to meet him.”

Significance

If you are those who feel that God has passed you by at your eleventh hour...be prepared to be surprised! Know that the focus should not be on when he comes, but that he does come!

I know a God who can cause the dead to rise, chains to break, and who specializes in being the God of the impossible. Jesus does arrive.

At the 12th hour- when you least expect Him to come. Martha and Mary didn’t expect Jesus to come anymore- Lazarus was already dead. But yes, Jesus is saying to everyone who is still waiting for God’s miracle- “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me, though he dies, he shall live!”

I know of 2 men who were imprisoned for the Gospel. These two needed a miracle. But. They were not waiting for the eleventh hour. They were waiting on Jesus. The bible says that “as they were singing hymns to God”, an earthquake struck and their chains broke. Not at the eleventh hour. But at midnight! These were men who knew that God can always reverse what has happened and turn what the Devil meant for evil to good. They were Paul and Silas.

When you do not see the miracle at your eleventh hour, know that Jesus has not forgotten you. The answer is coming. He neither sleeps nor slumbers. And He hears your prayers. Forget about what you expect Him to do...because He can do “exceedingly, abundantly, above all that you could ever ask or think”. Mary and Martha was surprised when Lazarus came out of the tomb...be prepared to be surprised!

Act 4

“...trimmed their lamps.”

Significance

Why was there a need to trim their lamps? Simply because the fire was running low. Listen- the answer as to what the oil represent is coming. At the time they slept to the time the bridegroom came, oil was lost.

In the bible, “oil” referred to anointing- usually for a promise in the future. David was anointed with “oil” long before he became King. In Psalms 23, we read that “He anoint my head with oil...my cup overflows.” But let’s not forget to read the next line. “Surely, goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life...” The anointing, what was in the cup was a promise of the blessings and favour to be felt in the days to come.

So, “oil” can be looked upon as hope. That was why when the brides lost hope as to the coming of the bridegroom, oil was lost. But when David looked upon the promises of God, he was filled with “hope”. Hope has to do with promise.

Are you hoping in God today? For those who “hope in the Lord” shall renew their strength. But a lack of hope brings weariness. Is your hope in the “times” or is it in the One who paid a price for you? For the latter, your hope will only grow, it will not fail. “For it is Christ in you- the Hope of Glory.”

Act 5

“Give us some of your oil...No, lest there should not be enough for us and you, but Go rather to those who sell, and buy for yourselves.”

Significance

Hope can never be shared. We can only share the gospel with those who would listen, but in the end, the hope must be experienced, it must be caught. Don’t tire yourself out describing the hope you feel in your heart to one who has never experienced it- tell him to find the hope in Christ. Paul says, “Give an account of the hope you have.” But he didn’t tell us to “Give the hope you have.”

I wonder where the 5 “foolish” virgins went to buy their oil (hope). Can hope be bought? In the first paragraph, we read that 5 “wise” virgins brought oil from their homes- it was not bought.

Hope must be brought- from the secret place that we have with God. Not bought. Where are we getting our hope today? Is it from the communion we have with God? Are we “buying” hope from motivational speakers, inspirational books, or even our friends?

These should rise up our passion- to seek God. It is only when we learn to seek God that we find true Hope in the God of Hope- that which can never be exchanged for anything. [in this case, the wise virgins were not lying. They were directing the foolish ones.] But, they missed out something- time was running out.

There is another thing to note. Why does the 10 virgins immediately awake when the bride comes? I believe the presence of God quickens us, every time we sense it. It is like our weariness, fears and worries dissipate as our spirits touch the spirit of God. But do you know something?

The 5 wise virgins were those, whom I believed, spent a lot of time with bridegroom- and they know him so intimately and well- that when he arrives, they can immediately burn once again with their reserve of hope. They are familiar with the secret place that they share with Him.

But pity the other 5 who are foreign with the presence of the bridegroom. They do not know how to enter. There are many people in church who can just stand in the presence of God, but not entering into it. They are spectators, not participants. They allow the Presence of God to pass them by.

Let us not be like those 5 “foolish” virgins. But let us learn the secrets of entering into communion with God, and fervently pursue Him. Know His heart. So that even we sometimes grow faint and weary, we can call to mind (like David) the times spent with Him, and gain renewed hope and strength.

Act 6

“And while they went to buy...those who were ready enter in with him to the wedding, and the door was shut...I never knew you.”

Significance

Don’t go finding hope in all places or peoples. But be where Jesus is. One preacher once said, “I am not looking for a great move of the Holy Spirit, but just for a place where Jesus stops.” The 5 foolish virgins went all around to “buying” their hope, when instead the Source of Hope is coming to them.

I wonder what would have happened if the foolish virgins just remain where they are. I believe in a God of mercy who is able to burn the fire in our hearts, and renew the oil- if we would just find ourselves positioned where He is. But they chose to listen to the other 5 who meant good. But even good intentions sometimes fail. Let us be directed by God.

Next time, when time is running out and you know all you can rely on is the mercy of God- throw yourself on it. He will “by no means, refuse” those would come. Even if you have no merits to show.

Some would say the bridegroom was cruel in not recognizing the 5 foolish virgins. No, he wasn’t cruel. He gave them mercy. But they didn't find their hope there-instead they looked to all other places for hope. (seeking to buy it, when Jesus' blood had paid for it.) Now, was a time of justice. When we reject the hope Jesus offers, we fall into God's judgement. Don’ think that God won’t close the door if you persistently won’t enter. The bible says, “Seek Him while He may be found, call on Him while He may be heard.” If you allow the season to pass by, you may never have the chance again.

Conclusion

Jesus paid a dear price for you and for me- to receive the gift of hope. The hope of salvation. Let us take it seriously, and let this hope dwell in us. “The eyes of God searches the earth, looking for men and women whose hearts are devoted to Him.” Devoted means to “hope in”, to “trust in”. Would we be found wanting when God searches our hearts today?

Faith- what it can do?

2006-08-03T01:42:00.000-07:00

Faith- what it can do? We all know that the bible says that without faith, it is Impossible to please God. But, do we really believe it? Even we are trying all we can...but things dun seem to happen...are we willing to throw ourselves completely into Him? And believe that faith is a substance of things we cannot see; evidence of things unseen? When God says, "test me on this..." He demands complete and total obedience and faith. Do we give him that? Or do we pack up and go? Don't miss out on His blessings and plans for your life. When the enemy asks you to go, stay on!

Birthday!

2006-07-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

"Delight in the Lord, and He will give you theDesires of your heart. Commit your way in Him. Trust in Him. And He will make your way to shine..." This verse has never been more true to me than today. It's true. If we seek Him, commit our ways to Him, and surrender...He will prove Himself faithful yet again. He can never not show up. He always does. What is the desire of your heart? Commit it to Him. And take the risk to Trust. And very soon, He's gonna make you rise on Eagles' wings. "Trust in the Father, Trust also in Me." Will you?

Whom are you calling "Good"?

2006-07-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

Whom are you calling "Good"?

This will affect your life. The rich ruler refuses to sell off his possessionand follow Jesus- as many of us know. But, is it just because he is rich? I don't believe so. There is a root issue that needs to be resolved in his life.

In the first verse, the rich ruler calls Jesus- "Good". Jesus replied that "no one is Good. Except God." And that hints at a spiritual flaw in his life.

I believe the guy valued people very much in his life. He probably inclined his ear every time a motivating speaker is on stage, chased after the approval of respected men (whom he calls "Good"), and followed after those he believed were great (in the sight of the world?).

That is why he looks upon Jesus as a "Good" man. That is true. Jesus is. But, Jesus wanted to show the folly of putting our trust in man- who will soon "whiter away like grass". They will fail us. Only God will not.

Whom are you calling "Good"? Why not... we look to Jesus today? And indeed, "no one is Good. Except God."

All I need

2006-07-25T04:09:00.000-07:00

Have the Faith to trust God. and Rest in His faithfulness. Be committed.

All I need

When darkness falls
And night comes
When all lights go out
And I'm all alone

I hurry into the Presence of
My King
The secret Place I know

It's you I live for
Everyday I grow
Closer to You
I'll never turn back, away from You

It's you I desire
And run after
One after Your heart
I've given all, my heart and soul to You

When loneliness comes
And my heart yearns
When friends let down
And I got no one to rely on

I trust in You Lord
Even when my heart's broken
I worship You Lord
Even when my dreams shatter
Cos' I know
You hold tomorrow in Your hands...

The greatest love of all...

2006-07-17T19:26:00.000-07:00

I wonder

Have you found the greatest love?
Have you found the greatest friend?
Have you found...
The greatest love of all?

Have you heard the greatest words?
Have you heard the greatest songs?
Have you heard...
The greatest love of all?

No...there's nowhere you can run.
No...there's nowhere you can hide.
From this greatest of friends.
From this greatest of love.

His name is Jesus.
Saviour
My Best friend.

He gave His life.
For me.
So that I might find...
the greatest love of all.

The journey may be long
Trials and temptations
May come.
Many times I fall
Only to be picked up
by the greatest love of all.

Where do we go from here?

2006-07-13T01:29:00.000-07:00

Where do we go from here? Today's prayer meeting of 2acers was good! The Presence of God was there. But...well...I wished Deborah, LP was der. Let's just pray God will call more to us. And...the question we need to ask is. Where do we go on from here? Should we begin to act on our conviction? Lord...teach us Your way! We are waiting...

In You

2006-07-11T04:35:00.000-07:00

In you.

I live all of my life
For you.
Like a child in
the Father's arms

All of my days your hands
they hold
as I Soar up like eagles
On your wings

I give you my heart
my hand.
Now I come Just as I am

In You
All of my
Desires
are Fulfilled

To You
I give my life
my Highest praise

When love takes you in...

It's between Jesus and you...

2006-06-30T23:50:00.000-07:00

it's between Jesus...

and you. Nothing else. When the music, singing, acts fade away...is your heart still beating for Him? Is He still the No. 1 in your life or is something else sitting on the throne of your life? Is the flame still burning for all He is passionate about...are you still loving Him?

check our hearts today. And we'll be surprised. Many of us don't realize that we might have become more in love with church, songs (we try to sing them so well), talents/ gifts, inspirational learning, fellowship...but our hearts, sadly, have grown cold for the one whom all these is about.

God. I pray you break our hearts today. Lord. I want to love you. You are my saviour, my redeemer, my beloved king. There is no one who can ever take your place. My life is yours. Have I forgotten that? Let me live it for you. to see you glorified. Not me. Not anybody else. Lord. You are Love. Love is all about loving you. Help me Love you once again. Help me Lord. I am weak, but You are strong.

Run to Him. Today.

Forever I will Praise

2006-06-25T01:53:00.000-07:00

Forever I will Praise

Lord, You are not Captured
by my elaborate arts
Lord, You are not Captured
by my merits
But with a simple heart
Loving You God

I'll sing
To The God who's in Heaven
Who's Power is beyond
All that I can Think

Forever I will Praise

Where are your treasures kept today?

2006-06-20T06:36:00.000-07:00

Where are your treasures kept today?

The thing is...in our lives...we keep treasures. These treasures are kept in places. What treasures are these? They are our dreams. Our Hope. Where do we keep them?

Some of us keep them in our relationships. Some, in wealth. Others, in fame. And still others, in achievements. There is one wish that we all share- we wish that our treasures will be protected, and that nothing will be lost, destroyed. and that, the place is safe and secure.

Do you know something? If we put our treasures in relationships, wealth, fame and achievements...we will despair. Because the places are neither safe nor secured. And they will fail, one day, to protect and hold our treasures within. But. There is one place that is entirely safe, secured, and failure-proof.

That is in heaven. If we store up our treasures in God, we can be sure that they will never rot, be destroyed, or crushed...and in heaven...our treasure will escape the stare of circumstances. Your Hope, your dreams will never be lost and stolen in the course of time or nature. It is safe.

Where do you keep your treasures today?

Part II

2006-06-10T07:05:00.000-07:00

[Ctd from prev post]

And yes...like the woman...we sneak in among the crowd, just to steal a moment with the Miracle Maker. Then, we reach out to touch just a piece of His garment, in all faith that He is the only Answer for us. Like that woman, we are then healed...we feel as if our ever so big void is suddenly satisfied!!

But then...the realization gripped us that we might now be forever bounded, a slave, to this Jesus- as our life debt to Him. We tremble in fear, like the woman...but it is only when we are willing to fall at His feet and pour out miserable life before Him...that we truly learn that we are not only healed, but there is no life debt to pay...He has paid it all...and we are truly Free. And then, we also find that we don’t actually want to let go off Him at all.

The woman who had an issue of blood...

2006-06-10T04:48:00.000-07:00

The Woman who had an Issue of Blood

Do you still remember as Jesus was travelling down the busy roads of Jerusalem, and crowds of people were pushing against Him...where was He hurrying to? He was rushing to Jarius' home. Jarius' daughter was dying. And yet...do we still remember the woman Jesus met along the way?

This woman had an issue of blood...she was bleeding for years...and doctors only made the illness worse...and during then, all her money had been spent...that was when she heard of a man called Jesus- the Miracle Maker.

He had been said to have given sight to the blind, open the ears of the deaf, and mouths of the mute, and healed all kinds of disease, even leprosy- a contagious skin disease which at that time had no cure. Her only hope is to find this Miracle Maker and perhaps she thought..."If I could just touch His garment...and I will be healed."

Many of us are like this woman. We spend our days trying to fill the empty void in our hearts. The vacuum has made us sick. not physically. but a sense that our life is wasting away. However, all that we have tried to fill the void with- entertainment, friends, people's acceptance, and even spiritual activities (hoping that our lives will have a sense of purpose and destiny)...but all these just would not solve the problem...it had rather caused our void to grow bigger and even more difficult to satisfy.

Then...news reach our ears...of a Miracle Maker. One who can give us the "peace beyond all understanding" and the "love above all measure". Maybe...like this woman, we rush to find this Jesus and all that He can offer...and like her, we think that just maybe...if we touch the edge of His garment, we will be healed. [ctd in next post]

God knows...and He cares...

2006-06-07T19:54:00.001-07:00

God knows and He cares: "Then Judas, the one who would betray him (Jesus), said, "Surely not I, Rabbi?" Jesus answered, "Yes, it is you." Matthew 26:25 Today, we might be struggling with God, in our hearts, whether or not we should accept Him...or reject His gift...and when God looks at us, and His burning eyes search our hearts, we say to Him, "Surely not I...there is no struggle, Lord." But...there is no need to pretend...for God knows. And He cares. Today, when He says, "It is you." He says it not with bitterness, anger, or condemnation...but with a Father's love...and a saviour's heart. Don't put up an act in front of God...release your hand from whatever it is that you are holding on so tightly- your doubts, your fears, your past, your hurts...and take His hand. You will find that His love is truly amazing...and it is Real. with no strings attached. Can't you hear His cry..."Come to Me."

God knows...and He cares...

2006-06-07T19:54:00.000-07:00

God knows and He cares:

A prayer

2006-05-31T23:06:00.000-07:00

Come and change me

God, I'm tired of breaking your heart
My heart Always go astray
I know your blood cleanses me but
I really want to go your way

God, Come and Change me
From the Inside out
May my praises infused with repentance be
A lovely aroma pleasing to You throughout

-Benedict

How I Long

2006-05-31T03:08:00.000-07:00

Friends...let's always ask God to stir up a deep, big hunger for His Presence in our lives...and let's never be satisfied. Yea? amen.

How I Long

Standing Here
Looking all around me
Where all my dreams Lay

Looking Up
To the God above me
He holds All things

In His hand
My future secured
In His might
I am safe

How I Long
For more of His Presence
In my Life
Satisfies my deepest Hunger

How I Long
To Know Him more each Day
Know His heart
All Things Fall short of my
One Desire

He'll never let me go
Even when I am lost
He'll never leave my side
Guides me back to His road

Lord...Your Grace is everlasting...
Come...and show me Your ways...

Letting Go, Moving On, Staying Pure

2006-05-30T04:33:00.000-07:00

Letting Go, Moving On, Staying Pure

Dear frens...

just some thoughts on how to maintain purity in our reading.

a) What do we do...when we come across some ukw* scenes when we are reading a book?

1- If we have the capacity, given by God's grace, we can browse through it quickly and then, let go. Avoid the trap of lust. that may take effect if we allow our minds to wander on the passage and fantasize. Do not try to catch the spirit of the author even. keep your spirit consecrated always.

2- If we do not have that capacity, skip the page and move on. And DO NOT come back to it.

b) What do we do...when we know that a book has many of these ukw* scenes?

Let's say for a romance novel...you know that you are gonna be tempted if u read...so dun! "Flee from youthful lusts." The bible says.

In such cases, dun even read it.

Hope this helps.

Jesus drank it for you.

2006-05-26T21:37:00.000-07:00

Jesus drank it for you- by Reggie Dabbs In the garden, where Jesus struggled with God to "let this cup pass from (Him)", He was speaking about something that He was about to drink. What is in this cup? I believe this cup holds the sin of this world- your sins and my sins. Every perverted thing that you can come up with your mind...it happened...and it became "liquid" and went into the cup. Jesus, who knew no sin, drank your sins and my sins, and the sins of all men, that we may be reconciled again with God. Today, what sins are you dancing with in your life? Don't pretend or shrink back anymore...because Jesus knows all about what's going on in your life today...He knows the sins...He drank it some 2000 yrs ago...but all He wants is for you to drop everything you are holding on today, and dance with Him again. You are made to dance with Him. Don't hesitate...Jesus is waiting.

A spirit of expectation and excellence

2006-05-22T04:40:00.000-07:00

Excellence & Expectation

I think 2 words should be written across a Christian's life, alongside love...namely- "excellence" and "expectation".

The Devil hates expectation. He accuses us of pride everytime we have that seed of expectation that is bursting forth of life. Jesus predicted it- "For the Destroyer (Devil) comes to Kill and Steal; but I come to give you life and life More abundantly." If we really grasp all that the words of Jesus, we can indeed allow a spirit of expectation to grip our lives.

Jesus had a spirit of expectation. "He grew in wisdom, stature, and favour before God and men." What causes growth? It is an expectant spirit. Jesus expected His Father to lead and bring him higher in every area of his life, on every step of the way. Do you have such an expectation of God?

Jesus breathed expectation into his disciples when he said that "they will do even greater things that (He) is doing." Also, the apostles all had a spirit of expectation as they waited for the "promised counsellor", who is the Holy Spirit, to fill them...on the Day of Pentecost.

What is the difference between expectation and pride? Pride relies on our own strength to fulfill our own desires, while expectation relies on God's strength and grace to fulfill His desires for our lives.

Let's rise up in the fervent expectation of God to bring us to us a deeper and higher level of Faith, Prosperity, and Intimacy in our lives! And out of that spirit, let excellence flows, because we know we do everything for His glory!

Benedict

Lyrics 2 God

2006-05-19T21:17:00.000-07:00

hey...b4 I blog, i just wanted to credit Ying Qian to tell me to blog. haha...wish her well. =]

Lyrics 2 God

So Many times I fail You
But still I find Your grace
In abundance

And Many times I almost
turned Away From You
If not for you who draws
me back

I stand before You now
I lift my hands, My heart

I'll worship You
for you are worthy
The Lamb who was slain.
You're the One who walked the Path
That fateful Day.

I'll praise Your name
For the things you've done.
And I'll hold your hand
For all eternity Long.

When temptations
and problems come
And strength fails.
I'll run into Your arms
to Receive the grace and mercy
to help.

Will you answer?

2006-05-18T01:14:00.000-07:00

Will you answer?

He calls out, in the secret, in the quiet place...where all is still and your heart is well. But, He also calls you in the chaos, and confusion of the day where everything is topsy-turvy...where you least expect him to. Will you be ready, when He calls?

I think, in the ordinary of everyday life, we sometimes doubt that God will call out to us. We presume He only beckons us when we are in church, in prayer, in our quiet time, but that's wrong. In the same way that the rich man was found wanting by God, and his life taken away from him...we can be found wanting when God calls out today. We might be so entrenched in the cares and concerns of life- our studies, friends, family...and even ourselves-our own personal pains, feelings, achievements- that when He calls, we are found saying to ourselves- "Let's build up storehouses to keep our many possessions and treasures of this earth."

Let me ask you. Where is your treasure today? For, "Where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." What is of worth to you? Where is your strength?

For "blessed are those whose strength is In You (God)." There, it will not be moved. And when God calls, you'll be ready to answer, "Yes Lord, Here I am."

When you call, I won't refuse...It's You, day again I choose...

Is your heart Pure towards Him?

2006-05-17T02:06:00.000-07:00

Is your heart 100% Pure towards Him?

The greatest hindrance to go deeper with God, to move in the prophetic, to witnessing with authority...is lack of 100% purity in our hearts. It's not enough to be only 1/2 full with His love, 3/4 full...but it must be 100% full with desire for Him.

We desire for alot of things- satisfying relationships, the newest game, the newest clothes, the best guys/gals that we want to be with, approval of men....But in the midst of all these desires, let us not fail to set our heart on Jesus and make Him our only desire, the bible says, "I keep thee in Perfect Peace, whose mind is stead on thee."

It's not enough to sing that "He is our one Desire." But let us indeed, come clean with God today and Put Him First and Only in our heart and mind, making sure everything else doesn't even come close.

Yet, it's not by might, nor by Power, but by His spirit...that we are able to love Him 100%...

"God Help us."

Lifted uP!

2006-05-11T00:57:00.000-07:00

Lifted uP! Have you ever felt down, in sorrow, in pity, dry...until God's Presence Lifts you up? This, you have to experience before you can minister in the anointing of God. When God's Presence comes, it overshadows, overwhelms, overcomes. It overshadows your circumstances, overwhelms your spirit, overcomes your fears. In one word- it brings "health" to your soul. Have you felt His touch today? Prepared to Be Lifted uP!

A song from my heart

2006-05-09T21:49:00.000-07:00

Hear a Song Rising...

When I see Your hand
In my storm
I remember the Blood You shed...

When I see Your touch
In my Pain
I remember the Grace You gave

And My heart is captured
By One (the Call) above
Who Loved me with His Life (I'll love Him with My Life)...

And Forever Will I Follow
The Glorious Friend
Who Holds me By... His hand (And Answer To His Cry)

When I hear the cries
Of a million children
Lost in this broken world...

When I hear the shouts
Of An Army rising
I'll be counted In As well

Love- the greatest of all

2006-05-02T02:08:00.000-07:00

Love...

"Faith, Hope, Love...BUT the Greatest IS Love." When the bible says that something is great, it is not exaggerating. It's stating a Fact. And, therefore, when the bible says that the "greatest of these...", that "something" could be beyond your wildest imagination...besides...our God does "exceedingly, abundantly, above all that we could ask or think."

And let's take a look. When the Word of God states something as "great", it also reflects the importance of it in God's heart. Surely...Faith is something that is close to God's heart- "without faith", the bible says, "it is impossible to Please God." Hope is also of great value. The Gospel IS a message of Hope in itself...Hope of salvation...Hope for this world. The bible is full of Hope. God is a God of Hope. But...

Love, the bible says...is the greatest of these three. Why?

I think we can get a glimpse of love's place in God's heart in the 'love' chapter of the bible- "If I can speak in tongues of angels, have enough Faith to move mountains, to prophesy...and give myself to the poor, and to be burned...but if I have not Love, I'm nothing."

Can you imagine, if our lives is filled with so much Faith for God to move, Hope for our God-given Future...but without the essence of Love...we are nothing?? Here's why:

Christ- God's only son came from heaven to earth to be crucified for all our sins...though He was perfectly sinless, and yet, He took on all the sins of the world...and being forsaken by God himself, He hung there on the Cross...so that the Price for our sins may be cancelled...and that we can live with God again.

And the bible says..."For God so loved the world..." He did it all for love. I believe, all heaven and earth stood amazed at the price Jesus paid, on that very day where nails pierced His tender hands. And He did...all for Love. Love for you and for me.

This act of love demands of us a response. For those who have not accepted Jesus, will you consider...not with your human mind, but your heart what He has done and His great love for you? I have no doubt you were on His mind when He hung on the cross.

For those who are Christians. Demonstrate Love. Are we to be disciples of Christ? Let us throw off every pretense when we meet with others, or indifference, or apathy...but put on the love of Christ. Because He first loved us.

And indeed, let's learn to echo what Paul declared- "the love of God compels me..."

Ben

Where does your help come from?

2006-04-28T01:00:00.000-07:00

My help comes from...

Where does your help come from? Friends...if we do not determine where Help is going to come from, in our lives, you are going to stumble when trouble comes. Do you often find yourself struggling with life's challenges, demands, expectations? Are you Desperate for Help??

There is a God who says to you today..."Lift UP your eyes to the Hills...where your HelP comes from.." Don't be dragged down by naysayers but soar with God above your circumstances...because He is your Help. You are meant to Live UP not Down. don't let the Devil steal your faith...Faith will stir you to Rise on Eagle's wings. Not by your own strength...but by His grace.

Stop struggling. Stop feeling insecure. Stop searching for the Right One. Because...Jesus Loves u. And He gave himself freely for you. He expects nothing in return...ALL He desires is that you love Him back. If you still do not believe...why don't you pray...

"Jesus, show me that you are Real and that you really do Love me."

Run to Him today.

Benedict

Wait on You

2006-04-18T02:52:00.000-07:00

Wait on You

In the storms of life I stand
With Nowhere else to Go
All I can Do is
Wait on You

Amidst the troubles that flow each Day
You'll calling me Deeper
In my Faith
Yea...
All I can Do is
Wait on You

Lord take me higher
And Burn the fire
Brighter
A Passion for Your Name

Lord take me away
To that Place...
Yea...
Where I all can Do is
Wait on You

" I wait for the Lord...my soul waits. And in His word, I do Hope." Psalms 130:5
"Wait on the Lord, Be of Good Courage, and He will strengthen your Heart." Psalms 27:14

His Redeeming Grace

2006-04-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

Why am I so weak?

I presume we all do feel like that at times.

But this is the contrast:
We are weak, so we need strength; we are lustful so we need Purity; we are deceitful so we need the truth; we are in the habit of looking for men's favor, thus we need the power to change to seek God's favor; we are revengeful so we need Love.

And...not to forget...we need so we ask. TOday, what do you need? Trust God to meet that need with His redeeming Grace.

Benedict

Easter's coming...

2006-04-10T01:24:00.000-07:00

Has God knocked on your heart?

I was reading a passage from Mark the other day...and guess what, I think it has a prophetic word for us living today. Jesus told this parable about a vineyard owner who has to go to a faraway place, and left his vineyard in the care of vinedressers. Time soon passed, and the owner sent out a servant to go collect the profit that was due to him from the vinedressers...but when the servant arrived, the vinedressers not only didn't hand the money over, but beat him up. He ran away, badly injured.

The owner, knowing about this, sent out another servant to go collect the profit. But, he too ended up being badly abused. One by one, the servants of the owner were either severely injured or killed.

At last, the owner decided to send his son to go collect the profit, as he thought that "surely, the vinedressers will listen to his son." But, even his son was not spared, for they killed him and threw him out. Then the owner, in his anger, said that he himself shall return and bring the vinedressers to destruction.

You see...God is like that. He is the owner of the vineyard. His son is Jesus. The vinedressers are people who have yet to receive Jesus and the servants are those whom God sents to tell others to believe Him. Which of these 2 are you today?

Let me address both. If you are the servants, don't weary in doing good, and telling others about your Master for it will not be in vain. Even if others persecute you, and kill you, not naturally but strike you with their words, stand strong because vengeance is mine says the Lord.

If you are the vinedressers...and you have yet to accept Jesus, today, God may be saying to you- "have I not sent servants into your life to tell you of my salvation? And have I not given my son Jesus to die for your sins so that I can have a relationship with you? What is your response?"

Good Friday is coming. and "behold, I (God) stands at the door (of your heart) and knock, if you open it, I will come and dine with you."

Benedict

Jesus take the wheel

2006-04-07T05:51:00.000-07:00

Jesus take the wheel

How many of us sometimes feel like life is a drive? We go from one destination to another- in search for better grounds. But sometimes, we just feel so exhausted about the drive that we feel like giving up. u know what, i felt like that this wk. it has been tough, so busy even. And indeed, just as the song says, I want to lift up my hand from the steering wheel, and just say- "Jesus, take the wheel."

The great thing is...Jesus is waiting for us to say that. He is waiting to take over the wheels of our life. And give us "one more chance"...to "save us from this road".

Yes Lord, into Your hands, I commit again...with All I am.

Benedict

A chorus?

2006-04-01T07:03:00.002-08:00

A Chorus

I just got these words out, one night, and also the melody...but it's incomplete...Will finish it some other times. but that will be the chorus. Title: "Cry".

Cry

I Cry.
When I think about times
We had together
Where your lips brushed mine

My heart
Beats to the Love we had shared
How I don’t wishIt would pass away

Revival is at the door...

2006-03-30T01:14:00.000-08:00

Revival is at the door, Don't let it pass U by...someone shouts "The Rain is coming". The people ignores and continues what they are doing, heeding not this person. He crys again, "Get in the boat, for the Rain is coming." Still, the people continue in their work- enjoying, making merry, living in their sin. Third time he cries, "Look! Behold, the skies are about to give Rain!" They laughed it off, thinking he is mad...but just as they were turning their backs on him, the heavens opened and down, the rain came, and they were swallowed up in the floods. Yet, only the person and his family was saved on that day while the rest perished. The person is Noah. And hear Jesus' words: "The last days will be as in the days of Noah..." Today, if the Rain of God comes down in your school, your workplace, your home...will you be ready and prepared- "a workman approved by God" or will you be found wanting? Don't get swept away by what this world holds tilll it causes you to be swept away when the King comes.

Throne

2006-03-28T01:17:00.000-08:00

Throne-There was a Man
Long ago before your time
Before the oceans were formed
He was there.

The world He held
In the palm of His hands.
Before the heavens were made
He was there.

Bridge

But He gave up His throne
To die.
When the Cross lifted high,
That all men may be drawn to Him.

There was a Man
Who could walk on waters,
In the midst of your storm,
He stands.

Your life may be
In broken pieces
Where you cannot see now,
He stands.

How His heart broke
When He saw the world in sin,
Only Way He could rescue them.
Was to die. (to bridge)

(To end)

All He wants is to be with you
All He died for is
For you.

Today...hey...who’s going to sit on the throne of your life?

Do we understand the heart of God?

2006-03-25T18:12:00.000-08:00

Understanding God's heart- is a tough task for many of us Christians living in a fast-paced, ever changing world. As we busy ourselves in the countless activities we are involved in, we tend to forget to stop to hear. Hear the heart of God. It is when we do that we regain our vital focus as soul-winners in life...and it is there at a listening point, that we find true rest for our souls...it is there that we learn to be gentle in heart and take the yoke of Christ- but only if we truly take time to understand God's heart. Why don't we start today by doing just that- take time to listen? He is always speaking...Benedict.

Girls are like Beautiful Kites

2006-03-18T06:36:00.000-08:00

Girls=Beautiful Kites you may ask y...let me explain. Kites make you wanna go chase after them...and sumtimes, girls make guys do that too. =] and you see...kites kip flying higher and higher...it's sumtimes seems impossible to reach it. like girls. and when u see a kite, you will see its "tail"- the string...it's like i tink guys seem only to have a glimpse of girls' thoughts and cant really understand them. and as girls go even more difficult to comprehend as you pursue them, kites go higher- blown by wind as you chase...maybe. the wind represents factors?. what factors? i dunno. they are too hard to understand. haha..

Voice

2006-03-17T01:49:00.000-08:00

Voice

Fire fall down,
On the altar,
Thunder in heaven,
Lightning above.

Yet, He's not there.
No, He's not there.

Still your heart
From the noises of Life.
Hear that still small voice
Can calm the raging seas.

And He's there.
In that voice.
Speaking to you and me.

And He's waiting.
For someone
Who would listen.
To Him.

I see Love

2006-03-11T03:35:00.000-08:00

I see Love...

Just came bac frm sec 3 bonding camp...was Fun and Enriching overall...except dat my voice was "totured" due to all the shouting and cheering. Amidst all the fun and activities and bonding between peers...there is 1 thing I think really stood out to me- I saw Love.

My group (8)'s instructor was a guy who just had a simple heart to Love others...and to see that everyone enjoys the camp. His heart attitude was manifested into his acts of kindness, friendly smiles, encouraging words, or something so simple as a pat on a shoulder. But to me, these meant much more, because I felt drawn to him because I saw Love.

I dunno whether this guy is a Christian...or whether he is just doing his utmost for the company that is organizing the camp...but I know...that he has what it takes to lead. Why? Simply, because he had a heart of love. The other instructors seemed to me to be more "vibrant" in the camp...as in, they were Loud, and had lots of charisma, and maybe, know how to lead & motivate better?

But...all these fade away when I saw Love in my instructor. Christians...have we been showing Love to people? Have our hearts been that of Christ, being moved to compassion when we see people hurting and suffering without Christ? And have we demonstrated Love? going the extra mile to help a person in need or just to give a listening ear?

All these goes a long way...because one day, Jesus will look at you and I and say, "My child, did you show love for me in your life?" We will ask- "What do you mean, Lord?"

And he will answer..."Whatever you did for one of these, you were doing it for me."

Unholy passions? kick them out!!

2006-03-06T02:02:00.000-08:00

Unholy Passions? what are they? they are subtle "desires" that creep into your being when you are not aware of them. on the outside...u may be watching a TV show, reading a book, talking with friends...or simply day-dreaming...but if you are not careful- you will soon be overtaken by these desires- that are contrary to God's will. They have no other intentions but to spoil God's potential in you and prevent you from being that History-maker that God has in mind. We face temptations to allow these ungodly passions- such as Lust, Anger, Bitterness, Envy, Strife etc...into our lives everyday...if we want to make a stand for Jesus in our generation...let us KICK THEM OUT- whenever we notice them creeping quietly at the corners of our mind and heart. It could even mean something practical- stop reading a romance novel. stop watching a TV prog, walking away from "dirty" and unwholesome talk, shaking yourself away from idling. For Jesus...

O Lord, You're beautiful

2006-03-03T05:28:00.000-08:00

What's the Lord to you?

Today...look inside your heart. Is God beautiful to you? Is He the "lily of the valleys"...the "One whom all fullness of grace and truth rest upon"?

I love e song, sung by the late Keith Green...

it goes like:

O Lord, You're beautiful,

Your Face is All I seek,

And when Your eyes are on this child,

Your grace abounds to me.

Let our hearts, in one voice, echo these words.

Benedict

God is good...and His Love endures

2006-02-25T02:12:00.000-08:00

God is good- He is. Over the past week, it has been really difficult to give thanks and pray. At times, I just feel like throwing in the towel and surrender. But, I know in my heart, by Faith, that God is watching over me...dat He will see me through, no matter how difficult the circumstances are. yesterday night, when I quieted myself down, I just half-heartedly took out an OLD gift CD and began to listen to it. The 4th Song- went something like- "You are good, You are good, and Your love endures..." And it repeated itself. That song may be familiar to some of you..."Lord let your glory Fall" by matt redman. It touched my heart. And indeed, as I persisted in worship, God's glory fell. And I cried before God because I know, He has answered my prayer. What is it in your heart that you are praying for God to do? Come before God today and present your request to Him- in worship, believing in your heart that He is a good God and His love endures today!

Reflections

2006-02-17T04:54:00.000-08:00

Reflections

-Has serving God become our life?
Or
Just a “ministry”- one part of our routine

-Is God the Chief Builder of our lives?
Or
Is He just the God of e religion we believe in?

-Are we lifting Him up in our lives, and denying ourselves?
Or
Are we living in our own self-centered world?

We want REVIVAL to come?

Let’s let IT begin in our own lives!

Are we willing to lay down our rights, our life, our ALL at His feet? To take up the Cross and Pursue Jesus...

From my heart to urs,

Ben

God He Reigns

2006-02-10T03:31:00.000-08:00

God He Reigns

Oh, how sweet is that declaration the God Reigns above all...that He is in control when things are out of control...that He holds the future in His hands... He knows where we are, where we've been and where we are going. And He is the Same God yesterday, today, and forevermore.

As I reflect upon my week, I see the truth that "God He Reigns" emerging. This week started great with the youth fellowship on Tues- where we begin to incline our spiritual ears to God's heart and seek Him during worship...and where we are called back to that River of Grace...and I believe the hearts that were there, that day, were strengthened in their pursuit of the Presence oF God...I pray that the experience will make them Thirst even more for the Living Waters!

But...on Tues, I was down with a flu. My head was lacking oxygen, my nose was blocked, my throat was sore...and I was spiritually and physically drained. But amidst all these, I sense that God was telling me that He Reigns even in my weakness and down-times. And He is sovereign- meaning that He decides.

Then, when I returned to school on Thurs, still, more things happened- that really made me wonder why...and these things were out of my control. but God, I knew, is in control. His providential will worked out for me. and I was just getting to know a nice girl in my class...and really, through it ALL, I am more than convinced that God- He Reigns!

Benedict

God, come & build the House!

2006-02-05T03:05:00.000-08:00

"If the Lord does not build the House, the labourers labour in vain.."

Oh. How I pray that YF will be a House where God's presence will abide in...that there will be such an abundance of joy and love. And that God will build the House. Because, when God starts to build something, there is a sense of anticipation, stirring in the spirit, and desperation coming forth from God's people who are there.

The House will turn from just being "a place where we feel good with ourselves n people" to a place of vision and destiny! Where God's people learn to walk in pace with His spirit and Will.

If you are reading this, please join me as we cry out to God for YF!

Benedict

Is it time to give up or..press on?

2006-01-30T23:45:00.000-08:00

Give up...or press on?

Hmm..actually..I really dun know what to say. I think natty's right when she says that maybe she should leave (maybe...i too) SWT to be just dat band dat it was before we took over. The question now is: what will be my response?

Will I just step down?...n leave it to those who remain- to run the team as they wish? And they can just put in so much effort in the skills and singing...and make sure every expression runs 100% smoothly...N the school can just swing to the music and clap along. And at the end, say- "good show by the student worship team!"

Is this what I want? No. This is not what I want. SWT was formed because God called it to be a worship team that will go up on AHS stage to make a difference for Him! To begin to reach out to the students thru genuine-heart-felt worship that will draw them to the Cross- where they can find the salvation for their lives. That is Swt's calling. not simply a get-together to sing n make music...but to ENGAGE the students n point them to our Saviour.

N because God has put such a burden in my heart for the team...n its potential to make such a big impact in the life of this School for Him...I will not back down. I will not give up in the face of opposition or surrender my ground! Because..the God promises that whomever He calls..He also empowers!

frens..if u r reading this..pray like u've never prayed before for God's divine intervention in the yF n Swt team- that His Will will be done thru us and in us. Swt n Yf are 2 powerful forces- to equip, empower, and anoint believers who will dare to answer the Call of God in AHS...n usher in the end-time revival that God has promised.

For His glory...I labour on...

Benedict

Lord..help us.

2006-01-29T20:29:00.000-08:00

Lord..help us! we are in desperate need. "Lord, show us your heart once again. Renew our love for you- that we may walk in your ways. There is no other who touches heart but You. Only you CAN. and Lord, show yourself true to your word again." Ben

God's heart for the Lost

2006-01-26T23:45:00.000-08:00

Heart of God

The eyes of God is searching through the Earth- looking for hearts that are turned towards Him and whom He can use to bring the lost back to Him. But...are we ready to listen to His heartbeat? To listen, we must lean upon his chest- we need to be intimate. Only if we our relationship with God is deep, can we really pray prayers that are effective, and that will touch God's heart.

Look at the people around you- ur frens, ur loved ones...people whom u meet day in, day out...can u sense the meaninglessness in their eyes and the emptiness in their hearts? They are searching for something to fill them up- fun? relationships? success?

It's time for us to let the Call of God so illuminate our lives- that whenever people look at us- they can't deny but say- that there's something different about us. We need to be empowered by the anointing of God. But...God will only pour out His anointing when we begin to cry out to Him for those around us- say, "Lord I need you to save my frens. Use me!"

Are we willing to hearken to His call? Are we willing to lay down our cause..that our Cross may be found in Him?

Benedict

Talents...talents...and Concert!

2006-01-20T07:05:00.000-08:00

frens..today have been a day of "talents" for me. 1st- morn devotion on talents, den i went to eat with frens and talked bout talents of joking- haha, and then at night, went to choir concert- singing talents- im dazzled by their voices...but more than that, I see people who are bursting with potential- that if directed in the right course, will reap a harvest of success. I know we all have talents- in no matter what area...but what is our motive in displaying our talents? to glorify ourselves...or to glorify the One whom the talents came from? To Him be glory and praise- for He can do "exceedingly, abundantly, above all that we can ask or think." Ben

Relationships-our life is filled with them!

2006-01-18T02:05:00.000-08:00

Relationships in Life

Our life is filled with relationships...the question remains- “How do we handle them?” Our answer to this question is vital to the growing or deteoriating of our relationships. If we treasure the people around us...it is our hope tat our relationships with them will Grow and Not deteoriate.

How then should we deal with relationships? Let us make it a point to show Love in our relationships- in our actions, and in our words. Do not say words that will hurt or offend...but the most important is the spirit and attitude in which we interact with our friends.

Why do I say that? If a person has a generous, willing and helpful spirit, his words will come out of his mouth with a pleasant feeling- that the friend can definitely identify with.

Lastly, our heart must be pure in all our relationships- that we treat our friends well not because of some ulterior motives...but with a genuine love that is pouring out from our heart. Love goes beyond just some sweet honeyed words and touch...it is keeping someone in the deep part of your heart...and letting him or her know that she is valued.

Because of Him who first love me,

Ben

Beckon to e Call

2006-01-13T20:30:00.000-08:00

Beckon to e Call

Many atimes...when we are serving the Lord in doing His work, we tend to lose hold of the Call that 1st brought us to His service. It's a Call to Love God- and to Love People.

I pray that written across our lives is a banner to Love God passionately and to Love People fervently. When we have our hearts stead upon this Call...it is difficult for us to lose track of why we are doing what we are doing. But if not, we will tend to feel burned-out when the goings get tough.

In this yr, let us return to this Call. And let it burn even more strongly in our hearts and lives- let it shape our choices, actions and conduct.

In His Love- so that we can love,

Benedict

All about Jesus

2006-01-05T02:56:00.000-08:00

All About Jesus

It really is. And until this truth is lived out in our life, everything will seem meaningless and out of focus. You see, many truths in life demands a response in the way we live...guess what- this is no exception.

We need to put Jesus in the centre of our lives. Whatever we do must be because He says it and that settles it. It is always “thy will be done”...never- “my will”. It is called surrender. When will we stop assuming the role of Kings in our lives?

When it’s all about Jesus, our focus shifts from “what is wrong with the world” to “what is right about Christ”. We can never touch and impact others when we ourselves have not yet been revived by Him. We need to get this truth in us- it will CHANGE us!

Come to Him.

Ben

Restoring our One passion in Life

2006-01-04T04:05:00.000-08:00

Restoring our One Passion in Life...

When I was on my way back from school, my intention was far from blogging on this subject- I wanted to blog about something else- something I felt should be done right but was not.However, as God always does, He surprised me. As I was just hearing the songs in my MP3 and just spending some time to worship Him [during my way home], every song I heard echoed a truth. This truth is to restore my One passion in Life.I think that many times in life, we get distracted a lot by the raging passions in us. Passion is that fire that touches our emotions to do things. We can be passionate bout many things- and something this Passions may get out of hand and end up restricting us from God’s will. So, what should we do?Let us come before God and lay our passions at His altar. Remember what Paul said, compared to knowing Jesus- everything fades away. Therefore, when we restore our One passion in Life- which is to know and follow Jesus...every other passion fades away and become what it is really- just a factor of our life...and this factor will then come under our First Passion- to know Jesus.Indeed, let everything in our life be done for His glory and because He says so.

Benedict

What is the declaration written across your life today?

2005-12-29T02:12:00.000-08:00

What is the declaration written across your life today?

Is it a declaration that Jesus reigns? That He is your world...and that your life is all about Him? That it’s All about Jesus!

I pray sincerely that as we embark on 2006, indeed, that we will declare with all conviction that our life is all about Jesus. And that, we will return to the heart of worship- a heart that seeks that still small voice.

As we begin this new yr, let us take a moment to allow the Holy Spirit to speak to us about His will in our lives. Let us take our eyes off the circumstances we may be in- fruitful or barren, and worship the King for who He is. Let Him renew our love to Him.

And let’s say, “Have your way...Holy Spirit, have your way.”

Benedict

Living for God's glory

2005-12-26T19:29:00.000-08:00

Living for God's glory

It's not easy. Like what Oswald Chambers say...sometimes, we find it easier to stay at a mountain- where the Glory of God dwells than coming down to the valley- where we find ourselves among the ordinary. But that is exactly where we must Live for God's glory.

It is easy to shine when God's glory is sweeping around us. But it is not easy to shine when Darkness swirls around us. If we do not make a stand to live for His glory, we will fall into this shroud of darkness and His potential for our lives is contained. But let us choose this day that we will "walk before the Cross"...and thus others will see the sacrifice of Jesus- the Cross when they see look at our lives.

That we will choose to die to ourselves...and be a living sacrifice...that indeed- "It is no longer I who live, but Christ that lives in me."

Amen.

Benedict

Christmas season...what's on your heart?

2005-12-20T20:24:00.000-08:00

Christmas Season...what's on your heart?

Indeed, that’s the question I’m posting to you today- what’s on your heart? This Christmas season...you may be harboring thoughts of asking your best friend to give you something that you have desired to get all along...or maybe, you are intending to get your crush out for a candlelit dinner=]...or simply take a break from the world’s noise...

These are appropriate wishes...to admit, I do wish for some of those things too...but those fail short of what is on God’s heart this Christmas. We, as Disciples of Christ, should ask God how He feels this Christmas and then “let His heartbeat be our Heart’s Cry”!

I believe God’s heart is for the Lost this Christmas- especially on Christmas...when people are turned towards the Birth of Jesus Christ- who is the Author of Salvation...the one who gave His life for us. He desires for the Lost to return to communion with Him.

And I am convicted that the Greatest Gift you can gift your loved ones and friends this Christmas is to let them know about the salvation that can only be found in the Messiah. Will you join with me, as we begin to tell the World this Christmas about the wonderful gift that Jesus had been born those 2000 yrs ago to give?

“Come on, Come on, we’ll tell the World about You.”

Until All Comes to Know,

Benedict

Rich young Ruler

2005-12-20T01:43:00.000-08:00

Principles to be learnt from the case of the Rich young Ruler...

As I reflected on this incident in the bible where a rich young ruler came to Jesus, asking what He should do to enter the Kingdom of heaven..and then hearing Jesus' reply made him go away sad...I asked myself what caused this ruler to give up his chance of following Jesus. Many Jesus calls to follow Him...but not many are chosen- the bible says. And this ruler was one who was called but not chosen. Why?

I believe we can find 3 reasons in scripture.

No.1: the ruler felt that his earthly possessions are needed & are necessary and was of more present value than following Jesus...at least here on earth.

No.2: the ruler had formed a deep emotional (heart) connection with his possessions. He would have felt pain even at the thought of losing them.

No.3: the ruler had been unprepared for the cost. His zeal and passion was suddenly opposed by Jesus' words- "Sell your possessions, give it to the poor, and come Follow me."

How I pray that when God calls us to follow Him, our hearts will be prepared for the cost. And that, truely...we can say with absolute conviction- "Here I am, Send me!"

Praying for u all,

Benedict

Get FEAR out of the house!

2005-12-17T21:50:00.000-08:00

Get FEAR out!

Confusion, uncertainties, fused with circumstances of life fill us with fear sometimes. What do we deal with this fear? Do we just "ignore" it and "leave it aside"?

As I was reflecting on this, the Lord just impart this upon my heart- Resistance against Fear is the stretching of Faith. Indeed it's true. When we do resist fear, our Faith is stretched.

What does the bible say about "fear"? For God has not given us a spirit of Fear, but a spirit of Power, Love, and Sound Mind. Faith is the opposite of Fear...we can't be living in both!

Let us thus choose Faith- for without faith, it is impossible to please God. How then should we move from being Fear-filled to Faith-filled? Let us then "submit to God", "resist the Devil" (for fear is birthed out of a lie, thus let us rebuke the father of lies with the authority of God), and what will happen? "and he shall FLEE from us."

Let's take "every thought captive to the obedience of Christ"...accept the truth and let it FREE us from the bondage of fear...and it's subtle traps..

Benedict

My heart's yearning desire...

2005-12-14T05:30:00.000-08:00

What would happen if...

My heart's yearning desire is to see a movement of young people arise in Anglican High. God is going to bring in His revival (revival= when God gives up on man's effort and shows up!) to AH...but he's waiting for godly young men and women to usher in the revival. They are people who will dare to live out His call in their school. They are people who will not back down when faced with opposition but will stand without compromise on the word of God. They are people who will make loud the praises of their God and will unceasingly praise Him for who He is and for ALL that He has done for them.

They will preach the word of God boldly, with power and authority from on high- with the conviction that comes from the Holy Spirit. They will minister healing to the broken-hearted and see the lost coming to salvation through the anointing of God on them.

They will be the ones who will speak out against the ungodly culture that is prevalent in this day and age...and will begin to influence the students and teachers included by the godly and righteous lives that they are living- not that they do not sin, but are "working out their salvation with fear and trembling". When unsaved people start to see the love of Christ exhibited in their lives, they will repent of their sins and turn to God. The culture of hatred, malice, gossip, lust and self-centeredness will be broken. And in turn, the fruits of the Spirit will be the culture of the day!

Truly, "holiness and righteousness" can become our motto. But before all that can happen...

Christians in AHS need to hear the call, beckon to it, and obey! Only then, can God manifest in us for His will and Glory.

From my heart to yours,

Benedict

Remember God's purposes!

2005-12-11T21:59:00.000-08:00

Remember God's Purposes

Indeed...it's important for us as God's warriors to remember the creative purpose of God for people on this earth. What is this purpose? It is for people to worship Him and enjoy Him. That is why we stress "evangelism" as one of the five purposes of living on earth. We are in the ministry of reconciliation- to bring people back to God.

We need to be people who will allow the life of Jesus to be lived out in us...what does that mean? His interests for people must become our interests for them- it must become our heartbeat for the lost and those who have gone astray.

Therefore, when we carry this purpose in our hearts- we will start loving people fervently. Not just people who are good to us. But even those who may come against us. We have been told to love. When we love, we walk in God's light.

Are we loving people unconditionally today?

Ben

Pray for AH youth fellowship

2005-12-09T02:28:00.000-08:00

Pray...for Anglican high Youth Fellowship

Frens...

I do hope that you will join me in prayer for YF. The next two weeks- the leadership has decided to have 2 sessions of prayer and intercession after worship. That is good. For, I have sensed the Lord’s direction for YF to be “still before His Presence” and to “lean upon His grace, not hope in our own efforts”.

Next week (13th dec) will gather YF to pray for our personal walk with God- that is first and foremost. It should come before our service to Him. So, do pray that God will keep us in unity as we pray and intercede for our Walk with Him- that it will be guarded and we will have a renewed love for Him, renewed passion for prayer and renewed hunger for His word.

Do pray...we need it.

Tks everyone,

Ben

Song with a Purpose

2005-12-07T23:27:00.000-08:00

Song with a Purpose

The world out there is crying out for a sound- a sound of hope for their lives, homes and families. We have a sound to bring to them: a sound that will cause "many to see and fear Your name". It is a song that must be seen- lived out...not just sung.

As part of God's holy Levites, let us bring this song to the masses. Through our everday lives, let us be a channel of His love to the lost. To those who are hurting and in need. To those who are searching for true love.

We have in our hands the Good News- the News that can change their lives & heal the pain in their hearts. But are we willing to carry this "song with a purpose" to the lost? Are we willing to go down to their level and care for them?...meet their needs even?

This could mean just giving a word of encouragement, saying a simple prayer for them or even buying for them food? As long as it comes from our heart- this song with a purpose.

Know that Good News is Bad News to those who never heard of it.

Ben

"Follow me"

2005-12-07T05:53:00.000-08:00

“Follow me”

In Hebrews, there’s an interesting description of what it means to follow Christ. The description is as follow:

To walk pass the tents
Out of the city gate
To the darkness outside
Where there is no outlying city ahead.

Are you willing to walk down this path- “the narrow way” that Jesus called... hearing his voice call-“Follow me.”

Ben

What's in the centre?

2005-12-06T02:56:00.000-08:00

What's in the centre?

If we want to know whether something is pure and of God...we need to ask- "what's in the centre?" Does it point to futility of man and the only true Love that is found in Jesus?

The essence of our lives- in the things that we do and say must reflect this. All the time.

But, so many are attacking the life of Jesus in us. Are we guarding the honour of Christ in our hearts? Are we living our lives in a way that points others to the Love of Jesus? Are we convicted ourselves of this Love?

Lord, help us.

Ben

No Compromise

2005-12-04T19:28:00.000-08:00

No Compromise- stand on your conviction

Do you know what makes the world turn for a second glance at the Church of Jesus Christ today? It is when Holy Spirit-filled believers start standing on their conviction...and will not make a compromise no matter the criticism of people- even if they are christians.

Christians should have a godly fear of God! God needs to be revered and feared. "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom." We need to worship God. Worship is worth-ship. He is altogether worthy! We need to fear Him...not afraid of Him because there is no more condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus...but to hold Him in the highest regard. Yes. the bible says He is loving Father, compassionate Friend. But the bible also says He is the Holy God, the bright and morning Star, the Judge of our lives- the One and Only that deserves our total praise and adoration.

Do we hold Him in this manner?...and do we potray Him in this manner to the world or do we show Him only-as a saviour and a friend? Yes. He is that. But He deserves our respect. and reverance. The place where God is not revered and enthroned as who He is - God...chaos reigns and there is no real power- but just "a form of godliness but denying its power."

But when we build an altar for Him in our lives, our homes, our schools, He comes and takes His place as the Lord of all that we are.

It is time for the Church of Jesus Christ to build that Altar for God.

Take Your Place of ALL Honour,
Take Your Place Above ALL Thrones,
Take Your Place of ALL Power...

Indeed...Lord...take Your Place!

Ben

Obedience Again!

2005-12-03T19:05:00.000-08:00

Obedience Again!

Frens...

obedience is not easy. And God will keep bringing up the test of obedience until we become totally surrendered to His will.

Our "carnal nature" - our flesh is in constant struggle against the spirit of God in us. We have to "take captive every thought that exalts itself above the knowledge of Christ Jesus." Sometimes, it's a very thin line between what is of God and what is of the flesh.

But...whenever we do hear the word of God being spoken...let's obey!. Even though, our flesh will cry out to have it's way.

Listen to people whom God has placed in authority over our lives. To them, give your whole-hearted attention and obedience.

God honours obedience.

Ben

God values every team member

2005-12-02T04:18:00.000-08:00

Who are we to make less the worth of a team player? Who are we to assume the role of "God" over their lives and lord over them? Who are we?... We are but people- who are from dust and will return someday to dust...used by God for His work. And here's how God sees every member of our team- He sees them more valuable than the most precious gold...He sees them as "of higher standing than angels"...He sees them as dynamite waiting to explode for Him. He seems them all having a part to play in doing His will. Btw...he paid a very dear price (in case you haven't notice) to prove their value: He died for them. Let us value our team players too.

Unworthy am I

2005-11-29T06:23:00.000-08:00

Indeed...many times we ask God that our hearts may be broken and our spirit contrite before Him...but we fail to understand how God achieves that. He will put you in situations that reveal ur inadequacy and lack. When these happen, u feel unworthy before Him. And only when that happens...can our hearts be broken and absolutely humble in His presence. It's true when the Lord tells us to "look at the plank in our own eye before we look at the speck in our brother's eyes." Yes. we will find much areas of our life in lack but let this unworthiness bring us closer to our worthy God. Bcos we come to Him..."not by might, nor by power...but by the Spirit of God..." Come to Him today.

Forgiveness: the fragrance of a Christian

2005-11-26T06:46:00.000-08:00

Forgiveness- the fragrance of a Christian

It is nice and easy to praise and encourage others when they seem to get along well with you...but what if...they start to get a little irritating...not what u may have expected?...

What if...they let loose some words tat hurt u?..and they r the pple that mean so much to u...whom u may have placed so much value on?...

Can u forgive?...Peter asked Jesus how many times he must forgive his brother..."seventy times seven"- Jesus said in reply to Peter...who said- "seven times?"...

What is the root of unforgiveness? Unforgiveness is caused when u put more hope and value and worth on someone than on God...and so when that person fails you...you get bitter and angry. B'cos at the end of the dae...only Jesus will nt fail u...He never will...

Rmb..even at the point of death...even death on the Cross...He did not fail.

"forgive and forget"?...not very true..."Forgive and release it to God"...tat's true...

Ben

Passion for Ur Name

2005-11-25T06:29:00.000-08:00

What do I have Lord...besides my Life...to give to you...take it Lord...and use it. Give me a passion for Ur Name that cannot be extinguished or diminished...Lord I love u too much...in fact, I love U more than Life...Let this passion burn Lord...and let it consume all that is within me...so that they may bless Ur Name...

A passion for God's name...that's the highest call of a Christian life...if u hv not felt the flame of God's consuming fire in ur spirit...it's time to ask God to stir it up in your hearts...a passion for His name...tat Passion will bring you to your knees in desperation...and it will also rise you up on wings of eagles...to fufill the purpose and destiny that God has for ur life...so ASK and "it shall be GIVEN".

Read the word of God...get burned and convicted bout who He is...and let the fire of heaven fall upon ur life...and let ur life be "a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing unto the Lord"...for "this is our spiritual act of worship"..

Till we see Him face-to-face,

Benedict

Unity amidst the difference in cultures & perceptions

2005-11-23T01:33:00.000-08:00

frens...

sometimes...working with a team of Christians is different from working with a secular group... Why?...bcos the work of a Christian is ultimately to direct and point the way to Christ...and I believe that the Holy Spirit alone can convict hearts and draw them to God.

So...how do we invite the Presence of God?...the ans: when we are one in purpose and heart- knowing where God has called us to minister His work..and then moving on in Unity. That is very impt. But sometimes...we do really fall short of this unity.

Heavenly Father...I do pray for Youth Fellowship Exco team...Lord I pray that amidst the differences in culture and perceptions...that we will learn to obey what you have put in our hearts to do. Cos...against that...there is none. Lord...I pray that you reveal Your will to everyone of us and provide clarity for our vision...that You will convict us...so that we may be fully ready to serve You and do Your will in this ministry and ultimately, this school! In Jesus' mighty name, Amen!

Ben

Worship: All we need to do

2005-11-20T06:27:00.000-08:00

Worship: All we need to do

the story of Martha and Mary rings true today. Sometimes, we do feel like Martha- serving Jesus but we still do not have a sense of satisfaction in our spirit...rather we become weary and disillusioned. We have a whole list of God-things to do...our time is so limited...and already, we r feeling drained of our energy and strength. And we seem to lose the beckoning of the still small voice.

I believe Jesus is saying to you today: "You are worried and troubled about many things...but only one thing is needed. Come to Me and I will give you rest. Lay your burdens at the foot of the Cross." Desperation shouldn't drive you to anger. It should drive you to the foot of the Cross- where love and suffering meet...where grace is found to meet our every need.

Start being a mary: start to worship the King of Kings and Lord of Lords...because He holds the future in His hands...He holds your destiny...All the powers of heaven is at His calling..He's the Alpha and Omega of ur faith!

When you start running into His arms and crying out- "father", you touch His heart...and when tat happens...His hand moves... for His child.

Run to Him today...the bible says- "Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you."

A prayer

Father, I pray for every weary hearts out there- who desires to serve You with every fibre of their being. Lord, I know you care for them with an everlasting love that can never be shaken. I pray that the truth of Your word that when "we draw near to You, You will draw near to us" will sink into their hearts and minds. And Lord, You are an awesome God! Let them be filled with your presense as they worship You and commit themselves anew...Let your strength be their strength and let them mount up on wings of eagles...that they will live to tell of Your goodness and Your grace. Thank You father!

Benedict

"Prepare the workers"

2005-11-18T01:28:00.000-08:00

dear frens,

would like to share my heart with you pple about revival coming to Anglican High. Today, I was reading a book on "What the Spirit is saying to the churches" by Henry Blackaby- one of the great revivalist of his time. He was stating that if we wanted God to really reveal His plans to us...we must be in step with His spirit...and where He is, we must be too.

We cannot be too caught up in our own planning and doing that we forget to seek God bout where His heart is...only if we be in the right place where God wants us to be can His power flow through to accomplish His will in our school.

So, I was like seeking God- "What would you have us do, Lord?" Then God, in His grace, put within my heart 3 words- "Prepare the workers". It was a striking order- to prepare the labourers for the harvest that He has been preparing for us. Our job? Prepare the workers.

Indeed, let us be where He is. I believe the hand of the Lord is going forth before us to prepare His inheritance- the unsaved. If we do not beckon to His call, the revival will still come but sadly, we will be uninvolved in His great move. But if we do beckon, He will begin to stir a spirit of faith within us so that we may begin to step out in boldness and power to reach the lost for Him.

Frens, it's time to lay down what we are doing...and join in what He is doing.

In His perfect time,

Benedict

Caught Up

2005-11-17T00:53:00.000-08:00

Caught up
Mountains standing before me Rivers that I have to cross Nothing much I can do now
But fall to my knees, and pray.

Desperation rises up
In my spirit
I cry
Help me Lord

Almighty God came to my rescue
Picked me up from the miry clay
Set my feet on solid ground
And I know I’ll never fall

Caught up in His embrace
Abandoned to His grace
All I can see is His face
And He’s glorious...to me.

Take a look around my world
See a world that’s hurting, in need
Do we feel the God’s heart, His Love?
Are we ready to answer the Call?

All the times I’ve felt so lonely...
He was there...watching over me...

A call to prayer

2005-11-13T21:46:00.000-08:00

A Call to Prayer...

I believe that God is stirring up our spirits to pray in faith for His presence to come down upon our schools, workplaces, institutions. A call is going out. Will we- as a chosen Priesthood come before the Lord in repentance and humility...asking him to rain down upon this dying land? Will we pray for God’s fire to burn away all unrighteousness and every stronghold that the enemy has placed over our lives? Are we willing to step out of our comfort zone and be united in prayer...letting the Holy Spirit bring us into higher levels of intimacy?

Frens...there is a world out there that is crying out for Jesus...crying out for rain...and sometimes all we give to them are words and songs!! No...It’s time for us to call upon the Source, let’s call upon Him for rain.

Lord...I pray that today when we hear Your call to prayer...let us not harden our hearts or neglect your words but let us incline our ears towards you and intercede for this land. May your church rise up in faith and authority to pray! Let Your glory will be shown to all men!

“When I am lifted up, I will draw all men to myself.”

Benedict

My God is.. more than the world

2005-11-12T20:46:00.000-08:00

My God...is More Than the World

Indeed...He is! So often, we forget this vital truth that no matter whether we are facing our highs or lows, Jesus is More Than the World. He is not bounded by our circumstances, relationships, conflicts and any other factors- within us or without. He is still worthy to be praised; He is still high and lifted up.

Fanny Crosby- the great hymn-writer was born with sight, but due to the addition of a wrong chemical, she was struck with blindness...but I am glad that she grasped the fact that God is More than her World! Out of her came hundreds of hymns...such as “Jesus doeth All things well”. Indeed, “all things work for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose.” And this truth remains unchanged...even though the situations in our life will change.

Do you know...? Christ is with you even when you are on the raging seas...He is walking on the waves. Do you know...Christ is with you even in the lightning sky...He is holding it all in His hands. And how I often forget...that every morning, I will wake with Him by my side...And how I pray...that I will never fail to stand in awe of His saving grace every moment of my life.

Yes...the words still ring true today: And I know whatever befalls me...Jesus doeth all things well. Yes I know whatever befalls me...Jesus doeth all things well!

Lord...indeed we want to cling to this truth for the rest of our lives...and for eternity!

Benedict

The Purity Test

2005-11-10T04:27:00.000-08:00

"Search me, oh God and test me. Know my anxious thoughts, and see if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me today, in the way everlasting."

I believe as we near the end-time harvest that God is preparing for His people, He is setting before many of us- the Purity test. This is not a test to see how effectively we can use our skills and gifts to serve God...but this is a test to reveal the true condition of our heart.

In this test, God will allow worldly distractions- such as our most desired music CD, computer game, or software to pass before our eyes. Are we able to still hang on to our belief that “God is our shepherd.” And that we have “no want”. Or will we idolize these things and make them seem so important. Many times, I have failed in this test. I have realized that your focus cannot be on two masters...either you serve the living God, or you serve whatever “thing” there is.

Or the Lord may put relationships that are just so attractive. That they cause you to pursue after them with your heart...even though they may not be God-sent but only the decision of your own will and strength. So much so that God begin to take second-place in your heart...rather on the throne of your heart that He deserves to be.

Oh. How I pray that when this purity test grips us again...we will stand on our faith and on His word...not wavering...but out of us will come holy fires of revival.

And I know that when God sees His children coming back to purity because they are desperate to see salvation come...His hand will move mightily in power...and who can stand and not confess the awesomeness of our God?

Benedict

Pain: Part III

2005-11-06T19:14:00.000-08:00

A climax

It seems like at the last of the three chapters on pain and injustice...David reached the climax of it all. At this point, his adversaries (whether physical or spiritual) were closing in on him- v3b: "Lest I sleep the sleep of death." What could have made a man "after God's own heart" so miserable in his spirit- v2: "Having sorrow in my heart daily?"

From this "climax" chapter on pain, we can pick out certain lessons to be learnt when we are in struggling moments.

How Long?

David started this Psalm with "how long" s. It is a list of questions to God. He asked God- "How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever?" Many times when we are in faith-shaking circumstances, we can't seem to find God. All we see is the pitch-blackness of our struggles. We cry out, and feel that our prayers hit the ceiling and bounce back.

Pst. Kong Hee said these words- which I sincerely hope will encourage you in your trials: "Though we cannot see His hand...we know His heart." What do we know of His heart? His heart beats love and exudes faithfulness for us.

Un-peace

David had little peace during his trials- "How long shall I take counsel in my soul?" "Counsel" means refuge or advice...but let's look at the following line- "Having sorrow in my heart daily?" I was wondering- why the contradiction? I checked up the NIV translation and here is what it says- "How long shall I wrestle with my thoughts?"

This proved that David- looking into his own soul for solace didn't find it...instead he struggled with his thoughts. I believed that some of these "thoughts" were doubts and fears that were bottled up inside of him, that led him to plead his case before the Most High.

Lest I...

"Consider and hear me oh Lord, my God; Enlighten my eyes...Lest I..." David cried out. He brought his case before God and told God three possible outcomes of his life if God did not come to his rescue..."lest I".

David was a desperate man. He knew that God was his only chance of overcoming...that in His hands, hold the keys of David's life. Are we desperate today?...desperate to see God turn our life's "ashes into beauty"... desperate for God to rescue us?

Bring to God your case today.

But...

The last 2 verses signifies a change in the mood of the Psalm with "but". David- the man who killed Goliath in his younger days still retained his trust in the Lord, and His salvation- "My heart shall rejoice in your salvation."

David came to Goliath with a sling and five stones- but- he had a trust in His God. "You come to me with a sword, a spear, and with a javelin. But I come to you in the Name of the Lord..." He still had that confidence in His Almighty God...so much so that even in his most faith-stretching times...he could still declare- "I will sing to the Lord, Because He has dealt bountifully with me."

He knew His God well. That His God is a just God and in the right time, delieverance will arrive and David is rejoicing beforehand- being sure in He who is faithful.

Have you the confidence in your God...that He is able to do "exceedingly, abudantly, above all that you could ask or think"? Will you cry out to God- "But I have trusted in Your mercy"...being confident in heart that his mercy shall take you through because you have trusted Him.

remember..."He who promised is faithful".

Take heart,
Benedict